darkshadows

jolene!

2007-05-17T05:39:00.000-07:00

HEYYA!

i couldn't log into blogger and there were exams so i couldn't blog.
sorry!
oh yeah!
today's the "last" paper.
except for art tomorrow.
but i don't actually care cause we dont have to study.
so exam's are over! xD
which is lyk, finally?
haha. heh.
had my maths and chinese paper two today.
i totally screwed up the maths paper la.
i think i minus 8 marks already.
but i managed to finish the chinese paper on time luh!
which is lyk the first time!?
okayy i rock.
duh-uh. [:
anyways after everything,
me, tacy, carmen and melissa went to JP!
went to walk around.
ate a lollypop cause i forgot i had an ulcer.
and it was lyk super painful.
stupid lolly!
then i went to eat octopus and cheese and ham balls.
yummy luh!
then drank mango yoghurt freeze.
wanted to continue walking but me and carmen felt like watching a movie.
and guess what?
i forgot the movie name.
so i can't type it. yea.
sorry.
anyways it was funny!
i was laughing the whole way through la!
i loved it! =)
after watching, went to walk around again.
left at about 5.
took 172 home.
normally i wouldn't forget to bring my key.
but i forgot today.
crap. shit.
damn it! opps.
and i was locked out of the house.
and stood there and waited for lyk about 45 mins?
super tired la.
my bag seemed super heavy.
okayy anyways i'm super super super happy!
cause no more studying for a long long time!
netball's gonna start on 22 may!
i miss netball!
it's gonna be another tough season.
okayy, that's all for now!
BYEBYE!
jojo! <3

do you want me to hide the feelings?
i don't know how to be fine when i'm not.

jolene

2007-04-27T07:00:00.000-07:00

HEYYA!

guess what.

and i'm number 9!

what the heck!

nissa's no. 9 too! xD
yea girl!

that's sexy!

so had guitar in the morning.

slacked.

didn't practice at all?
had geo.

mr ng gave me a content page to lyk fill up and to place it inside the file.

the bell rang, all left.

had his company! [:

after recess, maths.

crap luh.

didn't understand a single shit?
next had chinese.

got 20 out of 100 for ting xie?

opps. haha.

mr tie: you want to take b chinese anot?

me: what's b chinese?

mr tie: basic chinese.

me: hahahahah.

mr tie: from higher chinese to chinese to b chinese.

me: unstopable laughter! [:

after maths, science.

watched a video on sexual reproduction.

yea. okayy.

after school stayed back.

played netball with seniors and nissa.

rest, so went to buy water chestnut drink.
yummy!

went to the netball bench.

listened to music.

before people started coming to the bench.

and then shhh..

[skips <3]>

okayy started doing some maths before i felt quite giddy and sleepy.

pictures time!

me, shaula and carmen!

woots!
time-ups, i went across the road with carmen and shaula to have lunch.
i now make it a point to have lunch everyday!

i'm scared of stomach pains!

i ate mee sua and drank longan! [:

de-li-cious!

okayy went for tuition.

stupid mr eio pinched me lyk three times for laughing so loudly.

ROAR!

but he was lyk crapping!?

okayy.

that's all for now!

BYEBYE!

jojo! <3

SHAULA,CARMEN and MY hand! xD

the sun was too bright! i couldn't open my eyes!

you make everyday the best day of my life.
your presence is enough to make me feel secure. <3

jolene

2007-04-21T07:04:00.000-07:00

HEYYA!

went for under-14 netball trial today to enter the squad.
i suck okayy.
my ankle totally spoilt everything.
crap!
i didn't qualify for second round.
nissa and siti did!
they were fabulous!
i was supposed to be feeling sad.
lyk cry or something,
but i didn't feel anything.
maybe i didn't want it bad enough so it didn't really matter to me.
yeah.
after waiting for siti and nissa to get their second round results, we went home.
super bias luhh.
they took lyk all the sports school people except one.
the one only left there so poor thing luh.
everyone was looking at her.
anyways went to church.
i mean rushed to church.
was late.
entered during prayer.
i had this horrible horrible headache.
anyways everything's okayy now.
my sprained ankle's lyk one big big pao.
okayy if i've been attitude-ing people around me lately,
SORRY!
it's lyk i've been changing recently.
i find la.
then i feel so irriatated with myself.
cause i want to change back to my old self.
just have a lot of emotions cropping up in me.
i feel weird.
and i'm tired of lyk things happening.
maybe it's the exams.
and netball has finally stopped!
yeah man!
my ankle can take it no longer!
okayy.
that's all.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

i'm speechless.
i thought you would understand.

jolene

2007-04-20T06:03:00.000-07:00

HEYYA!

okayy i was depressed for lyk the whole day?
didn't feel lyk doing anything except to just sleep.
felt super irrtated with some people around me who acted as if they knew everything.
yea as if they knew everything.
he must have he's reasons for not telling me.
and i'm so not interested to know what he's hiding.
i dont lyk give it a damn.
so for goodness sake.
just shut that hole of yours and dont act lyk you're the queen or something.
stop that asshole-ing around.
CRAP!
okayy.
had a little misunderstanding.
felt rather mean when you didn't smile.
it was lyk i was the cause of it.
i'm sorry sorry sorry sorry.
super super super sorry!
i was just not myself.
jealously?
i dont know.
after school went to play netball.
and guess what!
i twisted my ankle!
argh.
and tomorrow's my under 14 netball trial!
i so suck.
i hate fridays!
went for tuition at lyk 3 plus and waited in the room until 5.
enjoyed reading the magazine i bought with carmen.
took some pictures with her and she totally cheered me up man!
life's never the same with her around. xD
okayy that's all.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

seems lyk just yesterday you were a part of me,
i used to stand so tall,
i used to be so strong,
your arms are around me tight,
everything felt so right,
unbreakable,
lyk nothing could go wrong.
i wish you loved me more. <3

jolene

2007-04-13T06:35:00.000-07:00

HEYYA!

school was okayy.
loved the weather! xD
loved everything then happened after school! [:
okayys anyways tmr we'll be going to adidas!
to buy. err..
i don't know.
haha.
every school day's almost the same so there's nothing much to blog.
so i'll stop here.

you lost and i should be feeling happy?
but i ain't feeling anything to do with the word happy?
i lost a friend who helped me in everything?
but maybe it isn't just about winning.
it's just a matter of who studies harder and is more careful?
it's just a stupid game you're playing.
and it totally spoilts everything.
friendships especially.
this sucks.
reaching for a goal you might call it.
that aim of yours.
to me, it's being childish.
plain childishness.
i've been treating you indifferently these dayys.
maybe you realised, maybe you didn't.
sorry, but i can't help it.
you said sorry but you didn't change?
it's lyk what's the point?
hoped you had the taste of what i felt when you acted so disgustingly bitchy to lyk ......
i shan't mention.

BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

you're irresistable.
it'll come true. <3

jolene

2007-04-05T05:25:00.000-07:00

HEYYA!

had maths and english writing test today!

the maths test was lyk super dumb?

i didn't know what was the maximum and minimum thingy.

got back my science test.

17/25.

during assembly went to get the sports day medal.

quite scary at first.

after school had training.

supposed to run 4 rounds but i ran only 2.

my knee hurt.

i didn't do circuit.

i went to shoot instead.

my shots were lyk super off!

roar.

did ball handling, drill, downline court then court play! [:

first quarter played with sec ones.

played GD.

second quarter played only half court.

played GS than GA! [:

oh yeah!

training ended at about 6.15?

not sure.

i still own mr teh 67 rounds,70 push-ups and 70 sit-ups.

which is lyk OH MY YUCK!

shaula says it's due this week.

but i dont care!

wakaka. XD

my ballet exam's on this coming TUESDAY! [:

i'm SUPER excited!

can't wait.

after ballet, i would be going to check my knee. heh.

anyways on sat's gonna be the first training with the full team of BDIV'08!

go girls!

okayy that's all!

BYEBYE.

jojo! <3

when i say i love you, it would mean forever.

nissa! adelaide! shaula! me! <3

jolene

2007-03-31T07:27:00.000-07:00

HEYYA!

oh yeah.
had fun during training.
taught adelaide the 4 drills.
played court. [:
after training went to have lunch.
reached home at 2.30.
left house at 3.25.
late for church.
i kept moving in my seat during cell.
just couldn't sit still and my tummy hurt a lot!
super irritating.
kept looking at my watch, couldn't wait for cell to end.
it ended at lyk about 6.
went to buy sweets with carmen and cherlene.
during service i fell asleep.
i dream of dont know what and i suddenly jerked.
then i woke up.
super funny.
went to eat dinner.
and there was this STUPID cockroach who bugged me the whole dinner through.
and bio killed it! [:
yea.
go boy!
and nissa has just screwed up my whole msn!
and now i'm stuck with this super super old version of msn.
once i log into the new one, it'll hang and say not responding.
it's lyk what the heck?
what did i even do?
argh..
NISSA!
ROAR! [:
anyways everthing's okayy now!
woots!
okayy, that's all!
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

i love you.

jolene

2007-03-30T06:19:00.000-07:00

HEYYA!

i was super not myself in the morning.
didn't feel lyk smiling.
i even "ignored" carmen luh.
which was kinda bad.
but i apologise during recess.
anyways during guitar, had a test.
it was lyk quite dumb la, because he passed lyk everyone?
after guitar, had chinese.
and for lyk the first time this year, i did my zuo ye in class!
had maths.
didn't even know what mr mohan was talking about.
didn't even have time to mark properly.
during recess, went with waiyee.
told her all my problems! [:
didn't get to talk to her for a long long time!
missed sharing my thoughts and feelings with her.
after recess, went for english.
told myself to get out of my own world.
and to start smiling.
i managed to give him a smile! [:
last two periods.
HOMEECONS PRACTICAL!
i'm definately NOT cut out to be a future housewife!
so whoever marries me must be able to cook!
he cooks, i eat! XD
i totally freaked out before i even started.
i didn't know how to start the fire going, cut, wash, wrap and decorate.
okayy, i admit.
i am a failure.
thanks wei qi!
i'm quite sure, without her, i would have failed!
carmen,intisar,waiyee,huijie and aphicha tried my dish! [:
i was disgusted at my own dish.
so thanks guyys for tasting it! =)
after everything, went to the netball bench.
met adelaide,nissa and farsiha on the way.
told them about my practical.
then went to play netball awhile before it started to rain again.
why does it keep raining these days.
it started to rain so went to have lunch.
mee soto and dada! [:
went to buy drink with adelaide.
drank with TWO straws! XD
i'm gonna drink with two straws from today onwards.
went to netball bench siti,reena and farsiha had malay dance so they left.
nissa have some media thingy so she didn't stay back.
girl, you missed out on loads of fun!
talked to adelaide for quite awhile.
then shaula joined us.
then decided to go watch the malay dance.
went to the hall.
stayed there until the rain stopped.
adelaide had to leave.
so went down with her.
then realised that he had left.
i didn't get to say bye!
grrr..
went to play netball with siew hong,shilin,mei yun,chee chin, charmine and shaula.
laughed a lot!
loved it man!
at about 4.45, left school for tuition with carmen and xin yi.
learn about graphs today.
okayy and there's training tmr!
mr teh said i wasn't gonna be a GA anymore.
i was either gonna be a defender or centre.
now that i've got to leave GA, i CAN'T bear.
it's lyk there's a bond between you and the position after playing it for so long, and
going through so much scolding and pain with it.
I LOVE GA!
but it's okayy, it's alright!
adelaide's gonna take over, so it'll still be in safe hands.
i'm cool about it. yea.
okayy that's all for now!
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

just tell me the truth, even if it ain't on my side.
maybe i ought to just trust you.

jolene

2007-03-28T06:20:00.000-07:00

HEYYA!

okayy.
i'm lyk emotionally unstable at the moment.
i cry at lyk even the slightest thing.
which is lyk what the heck.
i'm super pissed.
and i dont know what am feeling or thinking.
in other words, i'm emotionless.
wth.
anyways today had a SUPER DUMB problem after school.
so decided to stay back to play netball.
with nissa, shaula, siti, reena, adelaide, siew hong, chee chin and mei yun. [:
had loads of fun!
loved it man!
after awhile, it started to rain then we stopped and when inside.
me and nissa seperated from the rest.
something cropped up.
don't feel lyk talking bout it.
yea so. [skips]
at lyk 4.00, i left for tuition with shaula and carmen.
by then, my emotions had cooled down.
promised carmen something! [:
tuition was fun!
i learn something new.
eating pork causes your perspiration to be smelly! XD
oh yeah!
adelaide's joining us for training tomorrow! [:
welcome to team tanglin girl!
okayy. that's kinda all.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

it's because you don't understand me.
maybe you do, maybe it's just me.
don't be too hard on my emotions.

jolene

2007-03-23T07:11:00.000-07:00

HEYYA!

yesterday didn't know what had happened to me.
i cried for lyk no reason?
i couldn't control myself.
and the worst thing was that i didn't know what i was crying for.
that sucks!
my grades dropped lyk by a LOT!
adelaide has come to tanglin.
and she's joining netball.
and we were having a "cold war" yesterday.
i'm super stressed out!
at night, things were better.
my mood returned to normal.
i was irritated by people to tried to talk to me for the whole day.
sorry to those i've scolded!

todayy.
SPORTS DAY! [:
i won two thirds. XD
one for 800m and the other for 4x200 relay.
yeah.
i wasn't in sports day until today afternoon.
when everyone were going to run, i felt weird.
i wanted to run, but didn't have the confidence.
but i managed to persuade myself to join.
everything turned out quite alright though.
after sports day went to jurong to eat then went home.
there's gonna be training tmr!
arhh.
i don't feel lyk going but i have to.
it's unfair to people who makes an effort to turn up for training.
anyways i'm dead tired.
BYEBYE!
jojo! <3>

no, i can't let you go; you're a part of me now.
i love you just so much. <3

jolene

2007-03-16T06:37:00.000-07:00

HEYYA!

haha. okayy.
sorry people.
i kinda stop blogging for a super super long time.
not that i didn't have tme, just that i didn't feel lyk.
weird though.
today, i did something.
I PUT ON CONTACT LENSES myself!
oh oh oh. [:
super cool la.
okayy i being lame.
finee.
went for ballet rehersal at exam studio.
it's lyk much much bigger than the cck one.
anyways, danced better than usual. [:
exam's on 10 April.
ahhh..
quite confident but let's hope i'll still be on the day itself.
after ballet went to carmen's house.
on the way, meet zhen yang.
second time already.
after meeting him, i realised i missed my 6a'05 class a LOT.
bought two ice-creams and ate it at carmen's house.
left for tuition at about 4.45.
suppose to go jae's house after tution.
but she had some dinner thingy.
but it's okayy.
she promised to whole another party. XD
i'm cool about it. [:
right.
okayy. that's all for now.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

for you, i will. <3

jolene

2007-02-20T04:49:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! [=
money colleted in total so far $198.
okayy i know it's pathetic.
didn't even reach $200.
haha. but nvm.
when to visit huijie and carmen's house todayy.
hmm..
there's dance and netball training tomorrow!
which one should i go!?
arhhh..
common test on fri.
MGS match on fri.
I HATE FRIDAYYS!
crap man.
i can't wait for tomorrow! [:
okayy that's all!
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

I can feel you near me, even though you're far away.

jolene

2007-02-16T21:18:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAYY !
Hahah. valentine's day was fun. [:
okayy.
thanks for the presents people!
hmm..
we lost to nan hua.
19-14.
it was a good game thouugh, shouldn't have lost.
but what's done can't be undone.
so yea.
yesterday had a chinese new year celebration in school.
went to help decorate isha. [don't know how to spell her name.]
they couldn't find anyone to go on stage to describe about the decoration.
and i was the only one there.
so yeah.
went up on stage, ran across stage.
embarrassed myself.
and talked super fast.
my heart was lyk gonna pop out la.
but in the end, carova won!
so it was kinda worth it!
after school,
went with carmen and aphicha to clementi then to imm.
then went to tuition with carmen.
woke up at 9.45 todayy.
mum brought me to lot 1.
looked for new year clothes.
bought 4 shirts and 2 sweaters from IP zone.
it's lyk IP zone craze this new year.
my next's match against MGS on friday.
not gonna win but gonna do my best!
okayy that's all for now!
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

i shouldn't love you, but i want to.

jolene

2007-02-11T06:25:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

this is gonna be a quite short post.
no time.
my mum's lyk rushing me.
keep asking me to study chinese.
argh.
anyway won unity.
31-18.
lost to river valley.
31-13.
nice score la. [:
we did try our best.
so it's okayy.
tanglin WON'T give up!
Winners ain't quitters. Quitters can never be winners! [:
we are in to the second round.
we'll be up against MSG, CT and NH.
hmmm..
tough matches.
but tougher it is, it'll constantly remind me to WORK EVEN HARDER.
you can't wait for things to happen.
YOU MUST MAKE THEM HAPPEN.
after this season, i'm definately gonna take a break.
my body is lyk dying.
and my studies are dropping!
grr...
but for now, i'm gonna concentrate on netball.
& GIVE MY BEST FOR EVERY MATCH!
thanks to everyone who has gone down to support the team.
i guess we really appreciate your presence with us.
maths test tmr!
oh oh oh.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge him and he'll direct your path straight. [:
[ can't remember what verse it's from.]
I LOVE NETBALL!
that's all for now.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

it's never a right time to say goodbye.

2007-02-03T06:09:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

OKAYY.
my body is seriously dying.
it's lyk super WEAK!
tournaments and trainings are killing me.
ankles, tighs, knees and hips are in pain!
roar.
anyways our match against regent.
we won them.
kind of overestimated them.
28-7.
match against dunearn.
28-8.
next match against unity!
c div's gonna win the match for siew hong, germaine and farsiha's family.
yeah!
okayy i was suppose to blog a lot of stuff.
but too tired to type.
so yeah.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

without you, i can't smile.

jolene

2007-02-03T06:01:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

read waiyee's blog and found this!
just curious so went to have a look.

Your positive traits:

You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment.
You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of.
You are a rock.
Relationship problems don't seem to phase you.

Your negative traits:
Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your partner's past.
You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with.
You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not

Your ideal partner:
Is incredibly powerful and well respected.
Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work.
Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday.

Your dating style:
Practical.
A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you.

Your seduction style:
Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom.
Slow and patient.
You know that good sex takes time.
Calculating.
You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary.

Tips for the future:
Open up.
A little emotional expression is a good thing in relationships.
Leap before you look.
You don't have to run a cost benefit sheet on everyone you date.
Enjoy the now.
No need to worry about marriage on the first few dates.

Best color to attract mate: Dark green

Best day for a date: Saturday

What's" Your Love Profile?

BYBYE.

jojo! <3

jolene

2007-01-29T05:58:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

not gonna blog about school todayy.
just wanted to comment on something.
guyys just seem to lyk hurting girls?
it's lyk all guyys are the same?
grr..
waste of our PRECIOUS time luh.
seriously.
think of our feelings before doing or saying anything.
if you can't keep a promise then don't promise.
a promise is NOT meant to be broken.
if it was, then what is the word "PROMISE" for.
it's lyk we are human too!?
we have FEELINGS!?
talking about this just pisses me off.
so enough about it for now.
match against REGENT tomorrow!
oh oh oh.
i feel so stressed up.
eriza and hujie's gonna go support tomorrow.
THANKS brothers! [:
what if i screw up tomorrow and lose every ball?
and not shoot in a single one?
ahhh..
i wanna hug someone to motivate myself. [:
[winks]
hahah.
how does that motivate me?
heh. [:
OKAYY. that's all.
jia you c' div!
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

the smile on your face lets me know that you need me;
there's a truth in your eyes says you'll never leave me;
the touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever i fall. <3

jolene

2007-01-27T04:19:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

yesterday's match was simply pathetic.
seriously.
ms solastri gave us a scolding right before the match.
took a taxi to RVH.
did usual warm up in tournament style.
went to shoot.
first quater played GA.
second quarter played C.
third quarter played C.
fourth quarter played GA.
first three quarts were lyk crap!
i didn't know what i was playing on court.
i kept sliding, the floor was sooo wet luh!
and i was super blur.
it was lyk my first time playing or something.
fourth quart was much much better!
managed to work out fine with siti!
i just felt so relaxed playing with her!
I LOVE YOU SITI! [:
fourth quarter the score with westwood was super close la.
but tanglin didn't give up!
we worked hard!
yeah.
we won by one.
17-16
but overall i don't think we deserved to win.
but thank GOD! [:
after match went with reena, siti, shaula, farsiha to lot 1 to eat long john.
then went home.
bathe, watched tv lay on the sofa.
fell asleep all the way.
morning had training.
muscles were aching lyk crazy.
anyways there's gonna be a match against REGENT on tuesday.
tough match!
jolene strive! [:
motivate myself. XD
OKAYY. that's all.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

the words i can't convey.

jolene

2007-01-21T07:16:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

not gonna post about today cause nothing much happened.
5 more dayys!!!
i'm feeling so nervous already.
GA OR C?
time flies!
seniors will be playing their first match tomorrow!
all the best! [:
my dreams have become weirder and weirder recently.
i kept dreaming about the same person over and over again.
and it's just super weird.
but at least i got a confirmation about it! [:
oh yeah.
woots.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

i never thought i could love you so much.
the moment i let you go, i broke down.
i regretted it.
if only i was given another chance; it would be yes.

jolene

2007-01-19T06:54:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

okayy i had my situational writing test todayy.
i think it should be okayy luh.
mr mohan returned maths test.
30/30
oh yeah! [:
hahah.
after school went to dance studio to practice some pirowets with ms shen.
then went to ginza wth carmen, nissa and jesher to eat macdonalds.
went back to school to complete my tuition homework.
in the end also didn't complete.
had a private conversation with siti.
[SKIP THIS PART]
he just not worth your tears.
then played netball.
mr tham showed me, nissa and farsiha how to flick the ball?
super fast luh.
damm nice!
practiced passes with nissa, farsiha, carmen and aphicha.
then at about 5, left school with nissa, carmen and aphicha.
took 963 to ginza again for tuition.
mr eio had this sex manic cup, with a sex bomb. [:
me, sarah and carmen laughed non stop luh.
super cool.
7 dayys to west zone!
grr..
jia you c' div!
tomorrow there's gonna be a seniors' against juniors' match!
seniors are gonna start with the score of -4. [:
tomorrow gonna collect my edusave scholaship money.
might be going late for church again.
charisse and joan's gonna get baptised tomorrow! [:
I JUST LOVE THE MONTH OF JANUARY! [:
i'll stop here.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

even if i never get the chance to be with you, i'll still love you.

jolene

2007-01-17T20:57:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

todayy was fun fun fun!
oh yeah!
got my science test back.
15/25
it's okay but not really very good though.
after school, had dance.
learn new dance steps.
quite nice luh.
did LOTS of "prirowet".
i dunno how to spell. XD
HAHAHA.
melissa helped me for awhile and i could get the hang of it somehow.
THANKS MELISSA! [:
after dance stayed back for awhile.
then went home with aphicha.
skip.
[SECRET]
west zone's in 9 dayys time!
ahhhhh..
stress luh.
i've got to have more stamina!
CENTRE!
my leg muscles are aching.
super pain!
must study for tomorrow's maths test!
so that's all.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

can't keep my eyes off you.
& i still love you.

jolene

2007-01-15T04:52:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

everyone was in a bad mood todayy.
sulky faces the whole dayy.
horrible horrible horrible dayy.
stupid _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!
touch me again and i'll slap you!
you're lyk such a despo luh!
stop your flirting, maybe more ppl will appreciate you.
you assy ass. [:
ROAR!
geography sucked alot todayy.
got cheered up during mother tongue.
thanks carmen and fedrick. [:
the science test was okayy, but i've already got one question wrong!
felt lyk staying back todayy but decided not to.
wasn't really happy so went to carmen's house.
took some pictures with her.
SUPER NICE! [:
loved it loads!
my dad picked me up then went home.
OKAYY. that's all.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

i'm sorry if i've hurt you in any way.
if you're tired then don't wait.
you're the first and last thing on my mind. <3

jolene

2007-01-14T05:16:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

yesterday's cca open house was GREAT!
the netballers went crazyy.
but it was super fun! [:
after open house, stayed in sch for awhile then went jec.
eriza, shaula, huijie, waiyee, aphicha, jordan, aziat and douglas went too.
ate pizza hut.
something funny happened but it's too long so i shan't blog about it.
DUCKLESS! XD
anyways after eating went to carmen's house then went to church.

todayy i woke up at 11.30.
went to thomson plaza to have lunch.
then dropped my brother off at his church.
then send my mum to juju to perm her hair.
then went home.
did my homework and studied till about 7.
i didn't go for ballet today.
but i did want to go.
but i'm having a science test tmr so i didn't feel lyk going.
and my dad had a headache and it was raining.
so i didn't go.
the netball fixtures are out.
for the first round of WEST ZONE, we'll be playing against:
`regent
`river valley
`unity
`westwood
`dunearn

i'm super scared.
12 more dayys to go.
and it'll pass in a flash.
i've got to work harder in the coming week!
motivate myself.
i've got to remember to practice my shooting.
i'm having a hard time concentrating recently.
just seemed to have lost my will and determination to study.
15/24 for a maths test.
someone asked me what had happen to me.
i asked myself too.
the answer was i dunno!
i just can't focus for some reason.
grrr..
JOLENE!
CONCENTRATE!
i wanna do well for my science test tomorrow!
i DID study!
learn something today.
TREASURE WHAT YOU HAVE!
OKAYY. that's all for now.
won't be blogging so often now.
cause i'm not allowed to use the computer everydayy.
yeah.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

it's a feeling for you i just can't hid.

jolene!

2007-01-08T05:43:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

okayy. it's lyk MY birthdayy todayy.
and i'm super super super happy!
hahah.
THANKS for everything and all the presents!
loved each and every single one of it loads!
thanks long kang gang for the card! [:
super nice!
thanks sheryl for making it!
thanks for all the PIGS! [:
all super CUTE luh!
thanks melissa, carmen, tacy, waiyee, aphicha, roxanne, jon, jaslyn and my netballers! <3
and all those who wished me! =)
okayy anyways after school, stayed back till about 7.
crossed the road for dinner.
then went home.
it was crazly dark so my dad came to the bus-stop to pick me up.
reached home at bout 8.22.
and i'm lyk super high! [:
tomorrow's nadzrie's birthdayy!
HAPPY BIRTHDAYY IN ADVANCE! [:
you're always one dayy younger than me! heh.
OKAYY. that's lyk kinda all.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

you didn't give me back the rose!
here in your presence forever satisfied. <3

happy birthday jolene!

2007-01-07T05:11:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

oh yeah!
tomorrow's the BIG dayy!
hahah. whee!
okayy finee.
i admit, i can't wait. =)
THANKS everyone who has wished me so far.
i had pastamania for lunch again just now.
and as usual, lasagne! [:
anyways i had a superb good ballet lesson just now.
i did every single step correctly and it felt sooo good.
okayy. that's lyk kinda all.
HAPPY BIRTHDAYY TO MYSELF! [:
woohoo! heh.

MY NETBALL JERSEY AFTER WORKING HARD FOR IT FOR A YEAR! [: (stole the pics from siti's blog.)

FRONT!

BACK!

i love my long kang gang! [:
jia you girls!
stay together! [:
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

take me deeper in love with you.

222

2007-01-06T06:02:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

todayy had netball.
went to church.
normal saturday.

the exciting part.
2 MORE DAYYS! [:
and i cleared most things up!
okayy that's all.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

i love you endlessly..

```

2007-01-05T05:22:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

YESTERDAY.
the netball most stressful period is lyk finally over!
thanks mr teh.
i'm not offically NOT a GA anymore.
i'm now a CENTRE!
i need more stamina!
anyways, after the talk yesterday i had with mr teh, i felt much better.
and thanks jordan!
i needed it! [:

TODAYY.
school was okayy.
after school stayed back to play "netball" before going tuition.
me, nissa, siti, shaula, reena and farsiha were acting lyk some idiots luh.
we were laughing lyk some lunatic.
pushing one another around with our butts.
but it was SUPER FUN!
i love my girls! [:
at bout 4.40, me and carmen left for tuition.
i went to buy ice lolly with her then boarded the bus.
carmen found a seat then i saw him across the road.
so coincidental.
he waved and i waved back. =)
anyway it was carmen's first lesson at my tuition centre.
she was quite entertained by mr eio's jokes.
craps as usual.
3 DAYYS!

okayy that's kinda all.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

i take back my words. i still do, A LOT. if only you knew how much i still love you.

|||

2007-01-01T00:25:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

i'm counting down.
7 DAYYS TO MY BIRTHDAYY!
yeah! [:
okayy went to church just now for the wedding.
i was waiting for pastor derek to say YOU MAY NOW KISS THE BRIDE.
hahah. super funny.
pauline looked pretty.
kah woon looked weird without his specs.
kah woon super jack luh.
pastor derek made him kiss twice because he lacked of emotion.
and nicole was acting lyk she was the one getting married.
pulling my jacket the whole way through.
ROAR.
then went to eat buffet.
the chocolate, strawberry and milk tarts quite nice la.
overall the food wasn't that bad.
i was eating halfway and my brother wanted to go for his performance so we left.
entered the car.
dad drove lyk for 2 mins?
nicole called: jolene! where are you!? my stuff in your bag!
jolene: i'm in the car. go to the entrance of the church.
nicole: okayy.
then my dad drove back to church.
sent my brother to his friend's house then went home.
did my maths until i had a horrible horrible horrible headache then stopped.
okayy my parents aren't gonna be home tonight!
woohoo! i'm loving it! =)
so i'll be home alone for lyk until 11 plus?
heh. jolene rocks! [:
okayy gotta carry on with science project.
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

new year!

2006-12-31T05:55:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

hmm.. nothing much about todayy.
supposed to go suntec city todayy but felt lyk sleeping so went home.
slept from 2 to about 6.45.
then when for dinner at pastamania. XD
i love lasagne! [:
the cheese was lyk so chewy luh!
YUMMY!
after eating when to buy a card for my mother's church friend
who's gonna get married tmr.
on first january.
super cool.
congradulations!
and guess what..
8 DAYYS TO MY BIRTHDAYY!
woohoo! =)
supposed to go cousin's house but my dad didn't feel lyk going.
so i'm lyk spenting new year at home using the computer?
grr.. :[
so bored la.
okayy i haven done any of my homework.
i'm gonna start on my science project now.
boo hoo hoo!
oh yeah and..
I LOVE DANCE!
i can't wait for school to reopen!
BYEBYE.
jojo! <3

ballet and tuition

2006-12-15T04:45:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

okayy. i woke up at 10.45 todayy.
wanted to sleep in later but i had ballet.
hais. my body aching from yesterday's training.
my brother and his girlfriend brought me for ballet at 11.55.
okayy, so what if i was late.
after stretching was normal dance movements.
learn another classical dance todayy.
super hard luh. but oso super fun.
made friends with a girl named nicole who doesn't look lyk she was from singapore.
anyways, she was nice.
she taught me steps that i couldn't figure out.
haha. yeah! [:
after ballet, went home and i realised that todayy was the last dayy to hand in the ballet examintion entry form.
so practically search through everything on the shelves but couldn't find that stupid piece of paper.
grrr..
but my mother settled it with my teacher so it was okayy.
i then went for tution at ginza.
mr eio was at his crapping mood again.
AS USUAL..
yah. then went for dinner and then went home.
boring dayy though.
but tmr's gonna be FUN FUN FUN! [:
gonna watch a musical; the magic of love.
woohoo! =)
after that i think i'm gonna go watch deck the halls.
shaula and nissa said that it was nice.
anyways i'll stop here.
post tmr i hope. [:
BYEBYE
love ya!

controller

2006-12-14T05:44:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

there's only one word to describe todayy.
TIRING!
i was so confused on court todayy luh.
i was running around lyk some headless chicken.
luckily mr teh knew i was confused so he didn't really scold me. [:
it was seriously hard being the CONTROLLER.
i never played lyk todayy before.
but it was kinda fun though. [:
and i gained a knock on the head by nissa's ball.
argh! nissa's family always has something against mine.
after training, when i was doing circuit, mr teh had a talk with me.
hmm.. it made a lot of sense.
EVERY SHOOTER MUST HAVE HER OWN SINGNATURE WAYY OF HANDLING THE BALL. XD
hahas. yeah! must improve on controlling the ball! heh.

okayy this part's to someone who asked me a very interesting question.
he made me really think.
if you were ask to make 10 resolutions for the year 2007, what would it be?
1) HAVE GOOD GRADES! [:
2) BE A GOOD GOAL ATTACK! [:
3) TO IMPROVE COURT PLAY! [:
4) SPEND TIME WISELY! [:
5) TO MAKE THE NETBALL TEAM MORE TOGETHER! [:
6) HAVE BETTER RELATIONSHIPS WITH EVERYONE! [:
7) TO STUDY HARDER! [:
8) TO GROW CLOSER TO GOD![:
9) SLEEP EARLIER! [:
10) TALK MORE! [:

OKAYY. that's all for now!
BYEBYE.
love ya!

yeah!

2006-12-13T05:17:00.000-08:00

HEYYA!

yesterday i went to watch happy feet with shaula and nissa.
the penguins SUPER cute la.
especially the small ones. :]
there was a part when shaula said something was gonna appear.
then suddenly it appeared.
nissa, me and shaula jumped up.
i jerk the potato chips la.
i had a super big shock.
and i mean SUPER!
hahah. XD
anyways after that we went to look for a birthdayy present for siti.
but we still went back empty handed because i had to go home early.
nissa's nose and mine were very irritated after smelling too much of the [present].
hahas. :]
can't state what's the present in case siti reads this post. heh.
172 and 187 buses were together so me and nissa chatted as we waited for the bus.
as usual, about NETBALL!
hmm.. i really wanna play GK.
after playing it that dayy, I'M SO TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH IT LUH! XD
BYEBYE!
love ya!